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"boy meets world is amazing and jack is a hottie" [03 Oct 2006|02:28pm]
wow so long time since ve been on here lots has changed in my life since then
as most fo you ow mea dn chris are no longer
it was jsut something that had to happen
it hurt but its how it is i ahve moved on
i found someoen else
i wasnt trying to it jsut happened
im sorry i know it hurt you but
it jsut happened liek that
this past weekedn was amazing went to homecomming that was alot of fun jsut with a group of friens we had great times than after wards me and my friend brittney went adn were trying to get to her house than to a party at the tradewinds but on the way to her house we i ended up missing the trun and driving to tampa than turning arround and going to her house which is over by redington beach then we finally got to her house she changed got clothes adwe went to he tradewinds hotel down on st pete beach it ws really boring a tfirst butt han this amazing guy matt started talkign to me and struff and hes really cool and im glad i met him.cuz now wee dating and he makes me really happy

(chris look if you read this im sorry i now it seems liek i moved on fast and maybe i did but it jsut happened adn im sory but i told you we are no longer a we and you need to d liek i did ok i will stll be tehre if you need me and hopefully some time in the future we can be friends good friends ok but right now your to concerened on tying tog et back wiht me and id ot want to do that sow ere not gna talk if its importand or you really need to talk to me than do but otherewise wait for me to call you ok i'm sorry i told you i wanted to jsut be single but i guess things change and they did ok so yea but dont take thsi hard on yourself and dont doanything stupid cuz i still care about you)

so ye my life has changed and i am happy with my life
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[07 Aug 2005|10:42am]
new awesome layout heck yes

thanks to sennit
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[02 Apr 2005|03:38pm]
[ mood | grrrr ]

alrright peopel ca someone tell my why it seems so important to everyoen to constantly cut people down or talk about people or judge them

i mean seriously whatis the point
if u dont know someone why do u tlk crap about them?
why do u act like u know them and what there al mabout?
why do u act one way to someoens face and another when there not arround?
i realy wanna know cuz it realy anoys me when peopel seem that they know u cna dont

and another thing why is it so important for everyone to know everytin about everyoen why must u know something about someone that halof the time u claim not to like or jsut dont even hang out wiht why is any of it anybodys buisness if u need to know u will be toda so i think everyone jsut needs to stay in ther eown life stop butting into everyone elses and stop acting like u know peopel wehn u dont and stop jsutding peopel based on how they act or dress or something if u dont know them ok

yea i jsut thought i'd say that cuz its none of anyones buisness what is going on in peoples lifes if they dont tell u ok so dont ask especialy when its something that realy jsut doesnt matter ok cuz it doesnt and also strop juging cuz its the most annoying theng ever to have someoent who doesnt know u thinking something about u and dont act 2 faced if u dont liek somone tell them dont act liek there friend abn then talk craopa boutthm and if anyone is talking crap about me i want o know u can leve it anonomus or not but im sjut sayin cuz now im her that gess what i try to hard yea thats what peopel are saying that and other stuff that if i know i wuldnt like half our school so i msjt wanna know cuz if u think that u dont know me ok and if u think that and u think u do know me then well i dotn care cuz i dont cre what u say im gnan do what i want regardles sof what u say if u thiok i dress a certan way to be soemthin im not gesws whay i dont ok i dress how i dress cuz i want ot not to fit into soem stupid label cuz as u can tell i dotn ift into anylabel ok nor do i want to ok and if u thik i act a certan way to impress people or want them to liek me wll i dont i act how i want to act cuz i do ok and if u think that ok u think that t dont make it true ok yea so whatver i dont care im jsut gettin to the point ware im annoyes if peopel are bein likethat cuz its relay dumb and imature to be liekthat behind someos back so yte why dont u jsut get to know someone b4 u jusdge them k

o yea i knwo this is public i ment for it to be

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[23 Mar 2005|09:09am]
It was just another story written on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor

There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

Did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?

I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...
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[23 Mar 2005|09:08am]
well i've decided im gnna keep my jl up but im gna jsut use if fror posting things like lyrics oan stuff like tat that ijsut feel like sharing or thayt aremeaning full but my journal is gnna be on my xanga so yea check ths out ifu want
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[17 Mar 2005|05:45pm]

well im dont with this so i guess this is my last entry im gnan keep it up so ic an still check peoples entrys and commetn s and stuff but im not posting anymore so yea well im out imay decide to post agin a hile from now but for now no more cuz im tired of dealing and nayways if u care that much about what goes on in my life jsut ask me k well im out and done

mucho <3

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stole this from miss kitty [10 Mar 2005|04:27pm]
Leave an anonymous comment with:

One secret.
One compliment.
One love note.
Lyrics to a song.
How old you are.
How long we've been friends.
And a hint to who you are.


Just say anything. Whatever's on your mind. What you think of me. Whatever. Just make it anonymous.
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[05 Mar 2005|01:23pm]
[ mood | grrrrrrrrr ]

o my gosh i hate lj's there so freking annoying they never do wht u want them to do grrrrrrrrrr

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[17 Feb 2005|09:48am]
[ mood | awe-tice-tick ]

Yo yo yo..wuddup my peeps? Dis tha one n only Hilly droppin it like its hot in da Ghet-toe Ppark. Im just chilin at First Baptist.. gettin my education on. You kno how I be doin it. WHAAA?? Okay? lOl... hehe.. its Tiffy.. I'm updating Hil's LJ cause she doesn't. =) Things have been crazy lately, but I guess no crazier than usual. We have that awesome concert tomorrow night...Superchick and such... we decided to wear pink and black with a hint of checkers in it. =) It's going to be OH so cool. Anyways... you know what's hot? Actually, who's hot? My grandpas best friends nephews cousins dog... yeah.. thats who's bringing it to the house... lol. Alright... its just a bunch of hot randomness. I'm out. You know what to do.

Mucho <3.

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[31 Jan 2005|10:42pm]
change in the latyout(got realy bored)lol
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[29 Jan 2005|09:58pm]
[ mood | confused ]

girl americaCollapse )

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[18 Jan 2005|08:05pm]
[ mood | good ]

so yea today was a pretty good day went to school then afterwards me and tiff went byt panera so she could get her work schedule then we went to wendys ate the back to her house and chilled for awhile then we went to the mall to look for bed stuff then back to her house to get momney from her mom then back to the mall to get the stuff its realy cuite then she droped me off and im home now so yea prolly gnna do whtever then clean up my room or smthin the rest of the nite not surre so yea well im out




mom hiliary is going to the bed store to get a pillow then she will be home

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[16 Dec 2004|05:58pm]

from now on

this journal will be

 friends only



so if ur not already on my list comment so i'll be sure to add you

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[11 Dec 2004|11:15pm]
[ mood | tired ]

well i guess today was a prety good day went to the cheer garage sale fundraiser from like early till about 1:30 then went frome there to the church to get our float ready for the parade then tothe parade now imhome and realy tread so im prolly gnna go sleep now so yea im out for now hopefully see u all tomorrow at church or what not


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[10 Dec 2004|08:42pm]
[ mood | tired ]

well i dunno i gues i changed my background dunno if u like it or not but i do so thats all that matters nuthin much exciting happening tomorrow we got a garage sale as a fund raiser for cheerleading then after that the p-park parasde which we ahve a float for uth so that should be cool i guess well that about it  so im out

mucho <3

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[07 Dec 2004|06:43pm]
[ mood | bored ]

What's your name? :: hiliary
Birthplace :: st pete
Age :: 15 grr
Age you act :: depends on what mood im in
Current location :: my house
Eye color :: grren most of the time sometimes blue ish
Hair color :: red
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :: right
Zodiac sign? ::gemini
Height? :: 5 9

[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :: white i dunno
Your hair :: kinda short and annoying
Your fears :: losing something verry important in my life
Your perfect room :: all black lights and stuff with couches and every wall coverd wiht [ictures
What you practically do in a day :: chilland listen to music

[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :: grr
Phrases you overuse :: thats hott and u know it,what the freking bob,ur mom wears combat boots
Your first thought when you wake up ::why
Your greatest accomplishment :: i dunno havent realy acompished mu ch meeting and having wonderful people in my life
Something you want to do :: finish school and turn 18 as soon as possible and get out of here

[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :: coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings :: mc donalds
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :: christina
Chocolate or vanilla :: chocolate
Adidas or Nike :: Nike
Black or white :: black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :: bills
Burgers or hot dogs :: burgers
Egypt or France :: france
Rock or rap :: rock (duh)

[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :: not any more
Cuss :: try not to
Sing well :: not realy
Sing in the shower :: um i odnt think so
Talk to yourself - who knows
Believe in yourself :: sometimes most of the time now
Like taking these long surveys? :: not realy but im realy freking bored
Play an instrument :: no i want to lear to play bass tho
Want to go to college? :: yup
Want to get married? :: yup
Want to have children? :: yup
Think you're a health freak? :: heck no
Get along with your parents :: sometimes
Get along with your siblings? :: depends
Think you're popular ::i dunno with some people i guess i dunno i dont realy jusdge myself like that

[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :: no
Drank alchohal :: nope
Smoke :: nope
Get high ::nope
Done any drugs :: nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos :: yea
Been on stage :: yea
Gone skinny dipping :: nope
Been dumped :: thank God no
Dyed your hair :: no but im gnna soon
Stolen anything :: umm do i have to answer that lol

[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :: besisdes myself tiffy or lauren
Loudest :: thats me to but um britney
Most shy :: nobody
Blondest ::britney
Smartest :: tiffy
Kindest :: chris
Best personality :: chris
Most talented :: um i dunno
Best singer :: sara
Most ghetto :: daniel c
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::chris<3
Pain in the butt :: nort but i still <3 u
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):: um depends
Funniest :: nat or ben
Best person for advice :: chris
Dependable :: britney eowyn
Trustworthy ::jon jon chris britney eowyn
Druggie ::paul(dont realy talk to him anymore)
Most likely to end up in jail :: jessie
Person you've known the longest ::eowyn

[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :: living married in tennesee
Last nightmare :: dont know
Car ride :: today
Last time you cried :: saturday nite
Last movie seen ::the grudge
Last movie rented ::i have no clue
Last book read :: i dunno dont realy read
Last word said :: grr
Last time you laugh :: while chizillin with my peeps(lol)wow
Last phone call :: i dunno i dont have a phone right now grrr
Last CD played :: my random mix
Last song you listened to :: disturbed down with the sickness
Last annoyance :: my dad asking me to cook food for him
Last IM :: carro
Last weird encounter ::um who knows cuz theres alot
Last person you hugged :: jessie
Last person you yelled at :: theresa
Last time you wore a skirt ::today at school
Last time you've been evil :: me evil never :)
Sarcastic? :: earlier

[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :: kinda
Do you feel lonely :: nope
Ever TP'd someone's house :: yup
How about egging someone's house :: no but i've egged some random cars
Do you not like dislike not like me? :: i dunno
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :: no eminem is ok but rap just no
Yo Momma :: wears combat boots
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::yea
What do you think of George Bush? :: he's good
Do you like to wear chains? sometimes
How many languages do you speak? :: one well i attempted spanish but hat just doesnt work well
Are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :: no
Glad this is over?::yea

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[07 Dec 2004|06:21pm]
[ mood | good ]

today was a good day woot woot


well it started off school grr but then bout 11:15 we changed then bout 11:30 wwe left and went out to lunch atthis place called rosies claqm shack it was ok but i realy dont like see food so i had this realy good buffal chicken sandwhich then after that after droping off katie at school and going by mrs julies house to get towels we went to the beacha nd played some volley ball then after that we skimm boarded and let me jsut say no me and skimboarding jsut dont work together its just not prety so no well after hanging out at the beach for a while we wentt to twistie treat and got icaream then after that back to chool chilled ther for a while and now im home doin nuthing proly just same for rest of the nite

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[06 Dec 2004|09:21pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

well yea so today was just a normal day nuthin special and o yea im like obsesed wiht this one song now its realy good  its like on of my farites now besides the otheres


We both take the hardest punches
And collect black eyes just to prove it
Still we pass by just like strangers
And we speak just like the closest enemies

Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far

Somehow my words are rendered useless
Still I pull my lip down to my chest
Just to show you how my jaw is
Tired from waiting to say the things that you should hear (you should hear)

Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far

Afterall we're still the same
These empty promises seem to never change
there's a smile on my face and it's 2:55 AM
and this cramp in my wrist puts me back asleep till it all comes around again


Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far

Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far


so yea those are the lyrics

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[03 Dec 2004|11:07pm]

well today was a better day than hav ebben lately went to school then tlked to people much needed  then after school we had a cheerleding meeting /icecreem party thingy then me and tiff went to her house for a lil bit then went got ashley took her to walmart and then to work then went and got food then to jp's house then me tiff and jp left and went up to jj's house hung there for a lil while and then wnet up tot he mall then back to jj's house so yea now im home and who knows what for the rest of the weekend but ye well im out


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[02 Dec 2004|08:54pm]
[ mood | curious ]

well lets see the past couple days havent realy been the best but concidering the circumstances they have been ok i guess yesterday was pretty good epecially about 5 particular minutes  which were verry good so i guess i jsut goot see how this thing is gnna end up all i gotta say is hopefully through it all i will prove some points to some people and i know the lord does everything for a reason so as long as i keep reminding myself of that i thik it will all work out good eventualy  so yea i guess thats all i gotta say for nnow im out


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[30 Nov 2004|07:54pm]
[ mood | discontent ]


Your Beauty lies
in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects.
You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even your
appearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may look
innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the same
time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of
everything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with the
guys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost a
different person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you know
exactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. You
enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable you

Some Things
That Represent You:

Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color:
Dark Tones, Light
Tones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette

Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,
Half-breeds Planet: Mars Hair
Red Eye Color:

"Appearances can be deceiving."

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[29 Nov 2004|09:22pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

And as hard as it gets sometimes life just must go on

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[27 Nov 2004|10:39pm]
[ mood | tired ]

well today was a good day first i woke up and got dresed anbd all that and after my dad left me ingot my mom to give me a ride up to the park where we were playing a football game against starkey well after finaly getting her volleyball me and tiffy attempted to bump ands tuff for a wile but that didnt work out verry well thn i left there went by home changed and went to the church for candellight so yea we got to epcot ate rehersed sang and lleft it was fun going there and getting to hng out with people and all that so yea i guess all in all it was a good day o yea and did i mention ashley got puked on justy in case u havent herd already sinsce she pretty much told the world lol well ye i guess thats all im out


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[26 Nov 2004|08:19pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

well today i have to say was a pretty good day woke up did nuthin for a wile watched my sister til my mom got home from work then went to the mall with louis and christina so yea and tiffy was there so we hung out with her for a litle while but then she had to go so yea and we went and visisted my buddy while he was woking so yea thats about it not sure if im gnna go to candelight or not but i guess ill decide that tomorrow well im out for now


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[25 Nov 2004|10:58pm]
well i hope everybody had a good thanksgining i know i did not verry exciting just hung out with my family and stuff so yea well tomorrow not sure saturday footballgame aginst starkey and then candel light i think im gnna go well yea i prolly will then sunday church thats about it till monday when i gotta go back to school grr
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[24 Nov 2004|10:21pm]
[ mood | dead from the day ]

well lets see yesterday i wnet and got my cool shoes and then sat arround and did nuthing  for  a while while i was stuck at home watching my isster then tiff came and picked me up and we went and saw her mom at her work then afte that went by mrs julies house and picked up tiffs volley ball then went by ashleys house and saw her new room after that we went back to tiffs house  and then a while later went with her sister to the mall  then wetn back to her house got her car went to shea's hous for a while and hung out then went by jp's and then bakc to her hous to sleep and stuff then today we woke upa dn went to the church to meet everybody for nthe turkey bowl thingy and thenheaded over to davis field and played football wel i decioded not to playu but yea then after tat av  few of us got food and then went home i came home for a wile did nuthing and then went to tkd so yea now im home ready to do nuthing the rest of the nite well i  out for now


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[22 Nov 2004|03:38pm]
[ mood | good ]

thnk God school is out for a week and ic an finaly get  a chance to get some descent sleep since i have to wake up like every day for smthin all week im jus gnna be lazy and sleep all i want except   for wednesday cuz we got that turkey bowl thingy sonill wake up then but thats about it nad saturday and sunday but other than that im gnna sleep in all week yay well today i did well nuthing untill a few munites ago when i wentn to beaches pizza with donnie and ada m and xander and hopefully in a little bit i cna go and get my shoes thatn i want there so cuite there pink and black vans ther realy cool this is what they look like their cool


so yea and then after that tkd and then come home an dbe lazy the rest of the nite

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[20 Nov 2004|07:42pm]
[ mood | dead ]

well today i woke up st 6:30 in the morning to go the jv tournament cuz mrs julie said she might need me and christina so we wnt and then it turned out she didnt need us cuz all the players were there so we just hung out all day and watched the game they came in second so thats pretty good but not as good as us lol so yea after the game me  christina mrs iberham and tina went to countrysdide mall and walked arround and stuff for a litle while na d now i cma home im realy tired  and im gnan have to get up in the monig early again to go to church so yea but im no complaining i can sleep all i want all next week so yay tomorrows chuurch and then some lunch thingy or smthin afterwards so yea well thats about it leve som commments or smthin if u want


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[19 Nov 2004|06:52pm]
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[18 Nov 2004|10:42pm]
[ mood | happy ]

woot woot go us fbcs eagles varsity volley ball once again 1st place in another tournamen yayaya

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[17 Nov 2004|09:46pm]
[ mood | good ]

well last nite was the second round of our tournament and we won yes thats right first baptist beat genisis go us so that means we go back tomorrow and paly west hernando woot woot so yea today was uth which was realy good if u missed it well thats ur loss i guess so yea well ig ujess thats about it for me im out


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[15 Nov 2004|10:08pm]
[ mood | good ]

lets see well yesterday was chgurch then i went and got my hair cut its so cuite thn went back to church then today had school and round one of our v-ball tournament which we won against elfers so that was good then tomorrow we play genisis so yea we gotta do this


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[13 Nov 2004|04:35pm]
[ mood | dead ]

well today was the day and well it went good except for a lil bit of problems and me being kinda not with it in the beginning it went great i got my black belt and now im happy  for the rest of the day im not gnna do much thentomorrow church and somethin aftertyhat then more church so yea well im out for now


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[11 Nov 2004|08:02pm]
[ mood | good ]

well my life hasnt realy been to exciting lately but yea today was nuthin special just typopical day school prctivce come home do nbuthing it feels witerd to just come home after practice and have nuthing to do cuz i ogt nowhere to go or anything and yea so tomorrwo i dunno hopefully gna  do smthing hang out with people or something and then saturday well yea thats the day but im not realy worrie about it anymore it is gna be fine so yea


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[09 Nov 2004|07:49pm]
[ mood | grr this is gnna be crazy ]

well lets see what has been up with me lately? nuthing realy except freking out anc cramming out for my stinking blackbelt test i got on saturday i mean i know im ready and stuff ive been working for 5 years for this thing its just i get like this b4 buig tests alot and then the fact that i ahvne taled to shley in like a week and i neesd her to be ther 4 that and so yea i just hope i get everything good and that things will be good and il do fine its so crazy tho cuz ive been so busy lately tha ti just havent had time to be there like i usualy am and stufff so i guess thats my problem i dunno but its saturday and i wont be there again till then i mena i could go wenesday but i dont wanna miss uth so im not gna go so yea nad its just crazy but im just rambling on now about stuff noebody realy cares about to im gna go ttypl if u wanna come see it eiter lice a comment im me of just ask me and ill give u details about time and location and stuff like that

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[06 Nov 2004|09:32pm]
[ mood | yay ]

woot woot go  fbcs eagle 1st place

yes thats right 1st baptist eagles varsity v-ball got 1st placce in our tournament today it was awesome after figuring out that all we need to play good is a slurpy b4 the game we went out and played awsome some say better than we have played all season so yea thats what i did today

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read this [05 Nov 2004|11:38pm]
[ mood | sortaa tired but not realy ]

Suicide is not the answer

Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.

What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.

What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.

What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.

But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.

Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?

The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.

You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.

You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.

Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

*if you read this put it in your journal too*

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[04 Nov 2004|09:25pm]
[ mood | dancing like i was in the game ]

woot 2 times for last nite shane and shane was awesome and there was this cool guy that opened up for them named matt something i forget exactly but he was cool and then today we had a game against genisi we lost but we played good so thats all that realy matters well tomorrow we got a tournament and then the last 5th quarter so yea well im out for now


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[02 Nov 2004|07:27pm]
[ mood | good ]

well lets see as usual nothing exciting is going on in my life and well i haven been doing about nuthin in chool but i have been listening to sethere laot lately which is a good abnd and this is one of their songs that i like alot


They suck you in like cigarettes
While hanging you out to dry, yeah
Making you feel like a hyprocrite
because you cannot lie, yeah

You are the reason we will never be set free
We wanna be like you- we wanna be so cool
Just like you

They're hanging you out with their whiskey breath
While leaving you out in the sun, yeah
Making you feel like a hyprocrite because you cannot run, yeah

i mean when u think about the lyrics its so te4rue on so many different levels and in so many differennt areas

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[01 Nov 2004|08:27pm]
[ mood | good ]

well last nite was fun i hung out with my bestes buddies and wanderd arround p-park and got some candy but spent more time wadering and trying to figure out where we were then actualy getting cand but it was fun and then today was school and then we had a game and we lost it sucked but its ok we just better play better on thursday when we play genisis cuz yea we gotta beat them so yea well that about it so im out for now hit me up wit some comments or whatever



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[31 Oct 2004|04:09pm]
well yesterday i went to the harvest party thingy at chrurch after tkd then today i went to church and we had a special suday schol uthgroup type thingy  with this reaky good speaker and then he spoke in big church im goin to britts house l8er so yea
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[26 Oct 2004|08:13pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

well i havent updated in a wile my life has been verry good staed busy this weekend and stuff v-ball ahs been crazy with games and practice and all that suff grr and then tkd i realy need to go more cuz i have a bvlackbelt test realy soon i just dont seem to have the time its crazy but its all good my life is all good its so awesome right now everything is great for me so yea well i gues thats all with my rambling for now o yea nad just in case any of u havent figured out yet i got a new sn its chuck allstars01 well im out


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[18 Oct 2004|09:07pm]
[ mood | dancing and being crazy ]

well i havent realy updasted in a wile so heres whats been going on with me friday nite and saturday i went to girls of grace with beth jamie christina and tiffy  it was realy cool and good we learened alot of important things we even learned that we need to share our jesus with people and how to do it right lol so yea then saturday nite nat was over sunday i went to curch came home chilled with nat and doneie for a little then tlked on the phone and watched my sister then i went to uth choir and nite church and then today was school and we had a v- ball game and we won tomorrow we play westside so that should be interesting cuz i know alot of people there and britt goes there now so it will be cool to see alot of people i havent seen in like forever.

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[12 Oct 2004|09:31pm]
[ mood | good ]

well tonight we played lighthouse and we beat them again yay so that good we have another game on thursday at home against elfers well tomorrow is uth so tha will be good nuthin else exciting hapened today  so yea well im gona go now and do smthin then prolly call a few people or smthin then who knows what i may even evntualy sleep which is something i havent been doin much of  lately but its all good


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[11 Oct 2004|09:51pm]
[ mood | good ]

well not much goin on here today was school and then we had no practice cuz ccs was using the gym so yea i just stayed at school til 5 and slept up in the lunch room ware everybody was since it was raining  cuz i was tired from only getting 2 hours of sleep last nite but it was my fault so yea and then i went to tkd whivch was good and they have finaly set a date for my bl;ack belt test its november 13 so if anybody wants to see it just ask me about details so yea tomorrow we play lighthouse again and i realy hope we win cuz if we do then were stilundefeted in that confrence an d in first place which is realy cool so yea thats bout it im outn for now


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haha this is so true lol jk [10 Oct 2004|08:41pm]
[ mood | hehe ]

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[10 Oct 2004|02:05pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

hello people well nuthin much exciting going on here wanted to go to the mall or hang outt with people but couldnt so mnow me and mo are just chilling at my house b4 we have to go back to church tonite for uth choir and all that stuff  so ill hopefully see ya there


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[05 Oct 2004|08:03pm]
[ mood | good ]

well today was a pretty good day went to school then we had a game and it was against light house which is like a realy good team but we beat them so that was good dunno what i'll do the rest of the nite prolly eat watch tv and call people and stuff then tomorrow is wednesday yes a verry good day cuz of uth and allthat good stuff so it will be fun but im out for now ttypl



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[03 Oct 2004|09:17pm]
[ mood | good ]

well this weekend has been intersting it started off withthursday nite first was the v-ball which we won and then the casting crowns concert which was awesome then friday we had no school which was good except for he fact that my dad was home so i ended up getting in trouble for nothing mand i havet when he's arround i know it sounds horrible but its true he treats me like nothing sometimes but anyways then  saturday went to tkd and it was a test for all the red belts to get their black stripes they all looked realy good then then did nothing the rest of the day then wanted to go to church this moning but couldnt cuz my dad was being all mad at me but then he woke mne up and decided to out to brakfast why i dont know scince he has never doen that b4 then thank God he wasnt home all day but i still couldnt do anything and i wanted to go to church tonite but once again he wouldnt let i just hope he's in a better mood later and that i can go to uth wednesday well i got a game tomotrrow and tuesday and their both realy hard teams so i hope we do good and other than that im do so im out for now


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[28 Sep 2004|04:19pm]
[ mood | happy ]

well no school again today it was great sometimes i do like these huricanes so yea tomorrow i gota go to school grr even if the rest of pinellas county is closed thats grr and then we have practice after school and its horrible cuz then im gnna have to go straight from practice to uth so yea no hanging out b4 or any of that for me tomorrow grr. well thats al i gotta say for now

mucho <3

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